fucked up

you would think after someone has done something enough times, such as disappointing you, or completely ditching you, it wouldn't be as bad anymore.
no. not at all. i thought maybe you would make what is clearly the smarter decision, but no. i hope you fall flat on your ass and seriously fail; which i would put money on being what actually happens.
how would you like it if i disappointed you, by saying that i dont want your family to come visit? bet that would make you feel great. we're going to talk about this. i dont like the choice your making. i thought the last time i had suggested something that you really liked. but i guess you're just fucking lying to me again. you're a fucker. i'm sick of your stupid mask you put on for me. fuck you. fuck everything you stand for. fuck that shit. fuck you fuck you fuck you.

when you lie to me, it makes me feel like i'm not worth the truth.





but i'm worth it,
way more than you are.