if you are what you say you are...

this time i wonder what
it feels like

well. we apparently have house rules now. what the FUCK
yes. i can say FUCK here. what kind of a rule is no saying fuck
fuck that. i'm going to say fuck as much as fucking possible other fucking places.
fuck.
fuck...

fuck.

okay. that was nice. these last two days have been stressful. i just want summer so im stress-free. i think i honestly have something wrong with me. i let stresses build up and up and up and up and up, and then i just need to explode.
thats what she said.
hah.

i feel like i've become better friends with briana lately. i love that bitch. haha. thats good. although i do really miss spending time with hannah. i seriously miss her so much. i feel like we should spend some time together.

i feel like i'm starting to lose some of my friends. i'm kinda starting to not care though, since i won't really see them very much next year. i'm not sure.

today i woke up late and didnt feel like going to school. i had an "appointment"
choir was not bad. band fucking sucked. i hate that class soooo much. i'm tempted to go take an F for it and just drop. urgh.
spanish was nice today though. i like sra.
then online spanish. woohoo...

then sports meeting after dinner. that was alright. it kinda sucked. i dont think i'm going to gain any brand new information in my sixth year. but i'm pretty excited to play tennis.

i miss the sun. i miss being tan.

this summer is going to be so much fun. even if it does mean goodbyes at the beginning and the end. i'm determined to make it fun. working at the DQ shall be an adventure within itself.

i'm really looking forward to college. i wanna buy a Macbook to take with me. i think it would be very sweet, but i'd probably bring my other craptop PC so i could have the best of both worlds as they say. i'm not sure. the idea of college is just exciting for me.

i kinda wanna dye my hair. im feeling lighter. we'll see.

this is the best way to end my day i think...

goodnight.