who am i to judge?

and i think

to myself

what a

wonderful

world.

today was very relaxed and nice. i skipped band and choir because i felt like it. i woke up at around 10. it was sunny and beautiful. there were birds chirping and rabbits hopping. well not really, but i think it would have been very fitting.

i love my life.

i love being here. i wish more people felt like i did.

i took a shower at around 11. it was nice feeling the warm water on my skin. i love taking nice hot showers in the winter. long hot showers. make it so humid you can hardly breathe in the bathroom. i think thats my motivation to wake up every morning.

i went to subway for lunch. then i went to school for spanish class. i like Sra Steinbauer. i wish i could have a conversation with her in spanish. she's a very kind lady, although she seems a tad on the crazy side. i think she told me i'm very advanced. but i didnt hear her for sure.

then i came home and did my online spanish class. im starting to enjoy that more.

afterwards i went for a drive and thought about things.

my life is changing. too much. i'm starting to lose friends. i feel like i havent even talked to michael in ages. jared's just making dumb choices.

tomorrow i'm going to talk to someone who i haven't in awhile.

at work today i figured out i should hopefully be working 40 hours a week at the dairy queen. that means a little over 4000 before i go to college. or something.

i like working there.

i so want to go to college. i dont think i can do well in this town anymore. i can hardly deal with the people here. i want to make new friends.

i think im going to buy a laptop and itouch this summer, then save the rest for college.

i so desperately want to go to luther. i unofficially decided thats where i'm going. i just need to confirm enrollment, basically.

i had the best talk ever with juan last night. i found out how he truly has grown as a person just from his time here. hes such a great person.

i find people near me are developing and changing for the better, and some for the worse. i wonder whats happening to me. i dont feel like i've changed much.

maybe i have?